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Letting go.

Strange are the times I find myself in. Intentions, although well meant, often mean little—sometimes even nothing. I had intended much giving. I must have done something so wrong
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The Story of Coach

I’m feeling nostalgic once again. Going to middle school was a time of tremendous change for me. Once such radical change for me was Adapted Physical Education, or A.
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Missing The Point

Missing The Point Jerry Goldsmith – Poltergeist [1982, MGM Records] On its original release in 1982, the soundtrack to Poltergeist had only eight tracks of the score Jerry Goldsmith had created
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And on Saturday, I ventured out.

Ahem…and the 60 seconds of talk was totally worth it!   ‘Cause it’s Rory McCann! Oh, how I wish I had longer! I told him I thought he was
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Distorted vision.

I think I live in my head too much. It can be nightmarish, it can be nothing at all. At times, I think that is why I am so
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The big V.

Not vendetta. Vagina. Mine is infected and annoying. It doesn’t really get better. I don’t know what goes on up there. I think its very skin is inflamed. Why,
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Dear Jerry (Goldsmith),

This isn’t really a fan letter. I wanted to write to express my utter passion for music. I can’t read it. I can feel it in my body. I
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Why I can’t get an ego.

Earn everything. I have this shoved down my throat every day. Maybe people yell at me because they love me. But that isn’t love to me. It’s just anger
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Gratitude.

I’m grateful for small favors. Betty, thank you always. You are strong whether you know it or not. Thank you, Ryan, for being my best friend. Thank you, water
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Guilt.

Well, here goes. My guilt. There are many guilty feelings I carry. No matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to get along with my stepdad for five
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