The Blog of a Hopeless Dreamer – The online journal of Celia N. Foster



About Me

My name is Celia. I do a lot of online research and frequent the so-called “social networks”. Curiosity keeps me running and sane. In my mother’s words, I try “to do 10 bejillion things at once”, but often become overwhelmed. That’s okay, at least I tried. Self-educated since 2002 due to undiagnosed but ever present learning disabilities and clinical depression. I swing up and back down. College is very expensive and most scholarships don’t cover the maximum number of course hours I can handle. I am proud to be self educated for these reasons. And, yes, I am “profoundly” disabled. I have Cerebral Palsy—the spastic quadriplegia kind. If you don’t know what that is, ask me and I will explain…at your own risk.* Every person that takes the time to get to know me will tell you that there’s a lot more to me than my (again so-called) limitations. *[Footnote: Don’t worry, I’m gentle—it’s my persona that appears otherwise. ♥ ]

And, wow, I publish fan fiction now! Here’s my sole story for the time being:

Seven Heavens, Seven Hells (28593 words) by Suaviterinmodo
Chapters: 29/?
Fandom: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire – George R. R. Martin
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Underage, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death
Relationships: Sandor Clegane/Sansa Stark, Sandor Clegane & Sansa Stark, Ambiguous or Implied Relationship(s), Friendship – Relationship
Characters: Sandor Clegane, Sansa Stark, Arya Stark, Tywin Lannister, Bronn (ASoIaF), Stannis Baratheon, Melisandre of Asshai, Shireen Baratheon, Davos Seaworth
Additional Tags: Unresolved Romantic Tension, Unrequited Lust, Romantic Friendship, Romantic Angst, Romantic Gestures, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Platonic Romance, Unresolved Emotional Tension, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Open to Interpretation, Passionate Friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Possibly Unrequited Love, Protectiveness, Immaturity, Loneliness, Companionship, Wishful Thinking, Lucid Dreaming, Miscommunication, Possessive Behavior, Misunderstandings, Explicit Language, Lust, Ambiguous Relationships, Moral Dilemmas, Nudity, Public Nudity, Developing Relationship, Developing Friendships, Friendship/Love, Caretaking, Awkward Conversations, Acts of Kindness, Companions, Graphic Depictions of Illness, Guardian-Ward Relationship, Internal Conflict, Dreams vs. Reality, Unconventional Format, POV Alternating, POV Multiple, trial and error, Experimental Style, Suffering, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Self Confidence Issues, Isolation, Geographical Isolation, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Child Abandonment, Strained Friendships, Loyalty, Belonging, Survival, Chivalry, Feral Behavior, Animal Instincts, Instinctive behavior, Childishness, Anti-Hero, Scent Marking, Introspection, Darkness Around The Heart, Acceptance, Slow Build, Heavy Angst, Survivor Guilt, Verbal Abuse, Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Dark Past, Bullying, Realization, painful memories, Repressed Memories, Repression, Regression, Delusions, Morbid, Gaslighting, Unreliable Narrator, Mind of a child, Timeline What Timeline, Masturbation, Threats of Rape/Non-Con, Mutually Unrequited, Lullabies, liking vs. loving, Brotherly Love, Foiled Confessions, Almost In Love, Sibling Love, Love/Hate, Mild Sexual Content, Implied Sexual Content, Forced Eye Contact, Unrealistic Expectations, Brutal Honesty, Impossible feelings, Emotionally Compromised, situational depression, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder – PTSD

*This story is rated “M” (MATURE) mostly for explicit, uncensored and creative language, both spoken and thought. The rest is gray area.*

Life is not a song. Love isn’t romantic. Kindness is the worst kind of cruelty. In keeping safe, the danger is greater. In gentling the rage, the fire consumes. Two survivors, both so tortured, awaken each other to so much more than pain in the midst of a vicious, awful world.

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  1. Rob Boots says:

    Hi I saw that you had a clip from TV Land’s Myths and Legends on your youtube page. Can you tell me how you got that? I am interested in another episode. Thanks

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